He doesn't know how he ended up in this line of work.
It isn't
the kind of job anyone would dream about as a child, there are no great
aspirations or positions to be working towards. When he went to college,
he imagined a life spent doing something "real", something that
mattered. He would never have imagined he'd be walking door to door,
delivering mail to a bunch of random people. A bunch of random people
who didn't give a damn about him.
He is faceless and nameless.
These people who he interacts with, they don't see him, they only see
the truck bringing their mail. As long as their precious packages,
cards, and bills arrive on time, that's all that matters. God forbid he
be late once in 365 days, for he knows the wrath that would be brought
upon him by the city manager's office. The people who complain wouldn't
ask if their local mailman was okay, no, they would only want to know
why their damn mail hadn't been delivered yet.
Some days, he
seriously entertained the possibility of quitting. He had no girlfriend
or social life to speak of, had no real passions... At the end of the
day, he went home to his cat. While he had enjoyed his bachelor's stint
with Tiger, it had long ago lost its pleasure. There had to be more than
only Tiger and a day in, day out existence.
At least, these are
the thoughts his mind is filled with as he walks across the street
corner. He walks up the steps to the porch of the house, rifling through
his bag before pulling out their mail. It's cold and his fingers are
numb, as fingerless gloves are required in this profession. His long
pants have barely kept the cold at bay, and his windbreaker is only
blocking a fraction of the chill. Maybe he should have bought a hat.
He
is preoccupied with thoughts on hats (hats with tassels, hats with
sloping curves, hats with bills), and doesn't notice the screen door of
the house open. He doesn't notice the girl walk out. It is only when she
says, soft and quiet as if she's nervous, "Excuse me?" That his head
snaps to attention.
"Yeah?" He replies. Oh, great, just
another complaint on the long list, another person to bitch and moan
about how crap my service as a mailman is. Maybe I'll just spit on one
of the envelopes and they'll probably just think it's some kind of
condensation from the warmth of his van and the cold outside...
"I
made you these." She thrusts out a paper plate. In plastic wrap on the
plate are cookies, and brownies, and peppermint bark, and little
muffins. He pauses, unsure of what to do or say. He reaches out, gently
taking the plate from her with agonizing slowness. When he looks up at
her, her face is red. She holds out a twenty dollar bill. "That was
supposed to stick to the bottom of the plate, but I guess I didn't hand
it to you right..."
"Why are you doing this?" It comes out before
he can stop himself, he is just that baffled. That blown over. He isn't
sure what to say or what to think. Does she understand how much this
means to him?
"Well, my mom taught me when I was growing up that
everyone deserves consideration and thanks for whatever they do. Even if
maybe we wouldn't think about their job much normally, we should be
thankful. She got sick, so she couldn't make the stuff herself, but she
talked me through it. I forgot you're new on this street, we do it every
holiday season." Before his eyes, against all probability, her face
manages to get redder. "Merry Christmas!" She squeaks before quickly
rushing back into her house.
He stands in shock. The he hears an
expletive, and feels a bubble of laughter buoy in his chest. How could
such a nervous girl swear so colorfully?
She peeks out from behind the door. "I forgot to get the mail," she mutters.
He
smiles without words and hands it over to her. She gives him a grateful
smile before disappearing back inside. He stands for a moment on the
porch, staring at the treats on the plate, a crumpled twenty in his
hand.
When he moves away to finish up his route, there is a Christmas song on his whistling lips, and joy in his heart.
Maybe his job isn't so bad after all.
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